My mother's ever faithful face
My father's facade of being okay
The thought that tomorrow is always a new day
Everything blends together this time
Everything feels strangely like the very first time
They tell me to trust
I don't really know how
My strength is in questioning
Yet this shit could be real now
Something tells me her time is running low
She's done what she was here for, she'd go to a better place
But maybe I need her
That's what my selfishness states
Maybe she's the one person that couldn't be replaced
And I wish I could fix all her gnawed down bones
I wish I could remedy the tumors that grow
I tried my best to be perfect and only for her
She says she ruined my precious world
But now precious is her
And she doesn't deserve
To exist on my same earth
But the angel sleeps in the next room
Beside the failure all but doomed
To cry tears that won't come
For a life almost done
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