shallow

The question is

Do I like you

A) I don't really know yet

B) you're a freaking monster

C) I'm completely sure of it

D) you're stinking cute

E) idk I just wanna give up

But the truth is, you know who,

You're my all of the above

If my world turned at the same pace as yours

I'd be making loads of cash

So I could buy him a better situation

And purchase her some peace

But my world is sorely out of tune

And she's trying to heal in the living room

If he thinks that it will get better

Why does he cry with me when he's scared

He's trusting Him and I'm trying

But I'm visually impaired

Can't stop thinking about my precious time

And how it may be growing short

All I want is a conversation in the living room

Cuz I'd give her my world 

the neighbourhood.

When I wake up

I'm afraid

Somebody else might take my place

don't let me forget

What was I thinking

Don't know what's going on

I'm trying to keep things straight

But they're twisted

Relentlessly

The only thing that makes sense

Was me raising my hand

Cuz I felt stupid but for once

I knew it was right.

Right?

The perfectionist

She is a street lamp 

I am a crime

The kind of love I refuse

To recognize 

Fact

The crazy girls are the lonely girls

I'm sorry sister

I've let her down

But I can't juggle

The things I'm supposed to be

I've let her down

And can't handle the guilt

That boils inside of me

Dear Human

I pushed you out of my head, and my heart. Yeah, I never loved you. But when you texted me, my face absolutely lit up. Was I a liar because I ignored that?

My life has been a series

Of sighs and "I wishes"

Because I wish I looked pretty

Without makeup caked on

Wish I had money for college

Saved up in a jar

And I wish I weren't jealous

Of all the things they have

Things that I always seem to lack. 

Because jealousy is cancer 

To my bones and my skin

And I wish I could cut out my eyes 

Always seeing things I like

Things I won't ever have

And I know it's my life

But I kind of want theirs

I'm sorry to complain

About jealousy and crap

But it's wrecking my mind

And I can't get rid of it.