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Dear [enter name here]

What I've been trying to tell you

Is when I put down my backpack

At the end of the day

You slip into my thoughts

Like the badass you believe you are

And I can't get you out

Even in sleep

Cuz you've made a fool of my brain

By haunting my dreams

But I'm not as defensive

As I've needed to be

I'll reach for a gun (my weapon of choice)

But you've infiltrated my feelings

And I don't want to regret 

Pulling the trigger in front of your head

Sweetie, come on

I want my thought process back

If so-and-so is going to a party

I go because of them

And it's all from a long while back

When you decided to slip in

So please leave me alone

To wallow in my wreck

You're not the answer to my issues

You're the reason I'm depressed

I'll have a great dream

Where all my dreams came true

Before I wake up and remember

It was only you

Pushing me to my breaking point

Bending ideals

So I give up on the possibilities

Give up on love 

So I'm asking you to leave

Because I'm really sick of yelling 

But leave a note on my door

So I'll know where you're heading

oil and water

I am deprived
They are alive
Singing about love is exhausting
When you don't have any
Because the notes on the guitar
Flow together so easily
While my thoughts blend just
As well as oil and water
They talk about their crushes
Oh joy, oh joy
Mine were nothing but confusion
I looked forward to see him
And him
Then him
But in the end
He never came anyway
He didn't care
And him---
Let's just say none worked out
But made pretty good poems
Yeah, she says
I don't need no man
But it kind of seems like I do
And I sympathize with you
Because of all the people
I know somewhat well
You just seem like the one
Who would understand
The feeling that everyone else has a plan
While you're sailing through life
Not knowing how to deal
With the feelings you're given
And the lies bombarding you
Because here and now it takes someone
To make you feel worthy

So I'm falling to the earth
Feeling so worldly

the dying flower

A single button
Falls off her coat

A lone raindrop
Hits salty road

She slips on the ice
No one around

But the words she wrote
Were hopelessly profound