My life has been a series

Of sighs and "I wishes"

Because I wish I looked pretty

Without makeup caked on

Wish I had money for college

Saved up in a jar

And I wish I weren't jealous

Of all the things they have

Things that I always seem to lack. 

Because jealousy is cancer 

To my bones and my skin

And I wish I could cut out my eyes 

Always seeing things I like

Things I won't ever have

And I know it's my life

But I kind of want theirs

I'm sorry to complain

About jealousy and crap

But it's wrecking my mind

And I can't get rid of it.